Miss Blonde Ambition


What It Feels Like to Find Love


It feels like your entire world has stopped, like time is frozen so that you can catch up on everything that you have missed out on for all of those years before.It feels as though mountains have moved, the sun has stayed still and the ocean has calmed. Finding love, true and beautiful, passionate and fun love has made everything make sense again. Each tear that fell from your eye, each heart break, each time someone has walked out of your life, with every new school, new town, new friend you found your way to him. You finally found him, the man that you knew from the 3rd date you were meant to be with. You found the man that you have dreamed of your entire life, and no matter how much or how little time has passed you know that it's right.

You finally feel free, at ease and it's easy. You love him, every part of his mind body and soul. You love the way his eyes light up when he's looking at you. You love the tiny lines around his eyes that form when he smiles. You love kissing him, and opening your eyes only enough to see his mouth reach yours, to see the creases around his smile. You love the way that he can be serious, determined and silly at the same time. You love the way that he brushes your hair away from your face, and the way that he catches your tears before they fall. You love how perfectly his hand fits in yours, the way you feel when you're in his arms. You love the way that he can make you laugh, without any effort at all.

You laugh because he makes you happy, like no one ever has. You appreciate that he can multi-task, but find it adorable that he loses focus when there are animals around, because you do the same thing. He's a man but has innocent qualities much like a young child at the same time. He is brave and successful yet quite and humble. He is smart and has a lot of knowledge, but is always learning. You love him for everything he is, everything he does, everything he shows you and the way that he changes your life.

This is what it feels like to finally find true love. It's simple yet slightly complicated, fun yet on track, adventurous and also calming. You see your life with him, and saying "I love you" doesn't feel wrong. You finally feel like you have found a missing piece, a piece that was meant to fit into your heart perfectly to complete it. You have found someone who connects with you in the deepest most private and intimate way. You found someone that makes you feel as if you can do anything, as if you can be anyone that you want to be. You have found it, you are feeling it, you are living it and you never want to let it go.